one day at a time

i'm trying not to hold my breath for this possibly wonderful but challenging personal event this march.  whatever the result, i promise to post about it.  i am just so thankful for other people's support, love,  and understanding.  in the meantime, i shall have to remember to breathe in...and to breathe out.

yesterday, had fun cleaning the pad with s.  i concentrated on the bathroom, scrubbing the sink, tiles, toilet and other fixtures as hard as i could.  but some stains were just too tough.  i'm no cleaning expert, but sometimes, i do enjoy cleaning.  it clears the mind, and i feel so zen (whatever that means).

after all that hard work, there's no sweeter reward than taking a shower in the bathroom you've cleaned yourself.