just a ride

I am feeling sick my head hurts from sneezing and sniffling I am all stressed out though i don't show it i feel all tense inside i feel unloved and needy and misunderstood i wish i can float on my back and just look at the clouds and think of nothing else maybe i should take up yoga i won't be even playing badminton later because I don't feel well I don't usually write when I'm all angsty and weird but here I am I am displaced and forgotten and probably forgetful as well I wish this day would dissolve into peals of laughter and dreamy delights whatever that means.